X~Treme Confusion, part two

Lillian Williams has a feisty attitude, a smart-ass mouth and demands respect from everyone; despite having a little self-image problem because she has a few extra pounds.She believes everyone is worthy of a second chance and to be forgiven for their mistakes.
Xavier James knows who he is. He's a damaged man and he only needs women for two things: to dance in his club and to bend over his desk.
He tries to leave Lilly alone but he has become obsessed with spending time with her. He wants to not only worship her body, but also talk to her; get to know her as a person. He wants to prove to her that a man can find her luscious body desirable, but will he?
When they're together he's flirty, he laughs and he has a constant smile on his face. The person he is around her confuses the hell out of him.
Xavier wants to fully claim Lilly as his own, but he won't because he knows sooner or later he will hurt her. It's what he does.
He doesn't deserve the kind of happiness that she promises.
Will he forgive himself of past crimes and let her in?
Will he believe her about the past being the past and only the now is all that matters?
Will he let her prove to him that he is worth the chance to be loved by someone like her?