ratings · Published: Nov 23rd, 2017
I have to take charge of my life because I am having serious doubts about Megan being a positive influence in it. I love her, but I am now asking myself how much am I willing to endure in the name of love. I am not free of guilt either and maybe Megan is asking herself this same question. I find myself always begging for forgiveness or always forgiving her. I am older, with children depending on me to make the best decisions for them. I get a window into who my wife really is and I realize it will take a spine of steel to rein her in. The time has come for me to do what I think is best and not rely so much on Megan dictating the direction of this family. I have several steps to take to slow her roll and put down my mark as an equal head of this family. I gather all my courage and make that first step, but it stops me dead in my tracks. I underestimate the impact my first move would make and I lose control of everything I hold dear...including Megan.