Dreams have disturbed my nights. I venture into a world that can’t possibly be real. Angels and demons fighting. Spirits attacking me, trapping me. Feeling defeated in my dreams and in my actual life, I did my best to turn off every emotion. Lately, these dreams have become more real, as if I’m living in an unseen world. Even while I’m awake, I dream. I feel as if I’m losing my mind. Confusion brings me to my knees, seeking God after what seemed like forever. I pray with no response, why would He answer me? I’ve abandon everything I was taught to follow the boy who piqued my interest. When he left me, I was lost. My life spiraled out of control leaving me alone until I met him; a servant of the Lord. My guiding angel. I was always meant to be more than what I was able to see, God woke me from my slumber. Now here I stand in the spiritual realm, fighting against the evil rulers and authorities of this unseen world. Battling against mighty powers and evil spirits. Am I strong enough to overcome my attackers? Am I really the warrior God says I am, or am I as weak as the enemy sees me? My name is Angelisa Cruz, and I’ve been called, but have I been chosen?
