Holding Lenny

Two Years. That’s how long I’ve sat on the sidelines. Two whole years I’ve spent denying what I feel for her. Tragedy hit and now she needs me more than ever, her friend.

I have to hold her through this, comfort her.

I have to do that, fighting this connection that I feel, the one I’ve always felt. For Her.



We’re friends, we’ve been friends since before I started dating Billy. I need him now more than ever. I need his shoulders to hold me up, and his hands to hold me, to dry my tears. He’s done that, every day he’s there for me no matter what the reason.

Only now, I want more.

I have all these feelings for him, they are more than friendly and I don’t know what to do. We have history and that complicates things.

We could never be together, that would be wrong, wouldn’t it?