Not Yours to Keep (Not Yours Trilogy #1)

When emotions tangle, aftercare fails, and consent blurs.
I know I’m not walking into a regular piano lesson when Markus sends me off with his best friend, Grigory Volkov. But I didn’t expect the world-renowned conductor to start disciplining me with his baton.

An hour later, I leave the lesson with welts on my arm and my head in a thick fog.

One lesson becomes two; two become three...

Lines become blurry and so do my emotions as Markus again and again lends me to Grigory. Soon, I find myself struggling to balance between the man I love, who taught me to submit, and the severe conductor who preys upon my every submissive instinct.

This is not a traditional BDSM romance. It delves into deep emotions and explores what happens when you play with extreme Dom/sub dynamics and things go wrong. It is not an easy read and not for everyone.
It contains dub-con scenes. Please don't read if you're uncomfortable with stark emotions, blurry lines, and gray morals.