London Brown Series by Leila DeSint

I'm London Brown and these are my confessions. Let me plunge you into my world… I provide my clients a willing body, a canvas on which they explore their depravity--sexual therapy at a fee. Kink, bondage, or fetish, I cater to all needs. The greatest sin for someone in my profession is self-deception. Come play in the dark with me… you can call me whatever you like as long as you pay my price. Tonight's client and I share a past; which of us will be left scorned…... moreI'm London Brown and these are my confessions. Let me plunge you into my world… I provide my clients a willing body, a canvas on which they explore their depravity--sexual therapy at a fee. Kink, bondage, or fetish, I cater to all needs. The greatest sin for someone in my profession is self-deception. Come play in the dark with me… you can call me whatever you like as long as you pay my price. Tonight's client and I share a past; which of us will be left scorned…. Warning: Depending on the episode London Brown falls under the following: Erotica, BDSM/Kinky, and Dark Erotica/Taboo (dubious/non-consent) Also contains the theme of coping with survival of childhood sexual abuse/assault. less

She glimpses the darkness of my heart and offers me her body. But I seek her submission... I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend... moreShe glimpses the darkness of my heart and offers me her body. But I seek her submission... I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend. But I want much more… After years of being neatly boxed in the friend category, she offers me surrender. Or the semblance of it…. less

Descend into a world of deception, depravity, decadence, desire and desperation… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, a whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows... moreDescend into a world of deception, depravity, decadence, desire and desperation… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, a whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows. Caden Jacob Carrington V, a politician will do anything to reclaim the woman he lost, including dredging up pains of the past. Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist will fight to win the woman he loves while baring the darkness of his soul. less

Descend into a world of deception, depravity, decadence, desire and desperation… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows... moreDescend into a world of deception, depravity, decadence, desire and desperation… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows. Caden Jacob Carrington V, a politician will do anything to reclaim the woman he lost, including dredging up pains of the past. less

Confessions 10, 11, and 12 (London Brown) Confessions of a Politician (London Brown #10) The shattered reality of the truth I sought. I'm Caden Jacob Carrington (V) the Fifth. The truth is most men's salvation, but not for men like me. Politics is my chosen affliction. I lie for a living, or massage the truth to suit me. The one constant about truth is that it's identical to the theory of relativity: neither uniform nor absolute in the minds of men... moreConfessions 10, 11, and 12 (London Brown) Confessions of a Politician (London Brown #10) The shattered reality of the truth I sought. I'm Caden Jacob Carrington (V) the Fifth. The truth is most men's salvation, but not for men like me. Politics is my chosen affliction. I lie for a living, or massage the truth to suit me. The one constant about truth is that it's identical to the theory of relativity: neither uniform nor absolute in the minds of men. So why is it so important for me to uncover the truth about Desniah Williams, a.k.a. London Brown, when neither will willingly provide facts… Confessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #11) The delicate balance between protection, control, and depravity begins to unravel. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend. But I want much more… After years of being neatly boxed in the friend category, she offers me surrender. Or the semblance of it…. Confessions of a Daughter (London Brown #12) She who dwells beneath the surface. I’m Desniah Williams, the daughter of an influential member of the British Parliament. The devil incarnate got his hooks in me. For the attention and praise he lavished on me, I gave him every last shred of my soul. I was a cheap whore. London commands her weight in gold. Two men one a politician on the verge of greatness and the other a philanthropist on the cusp of corruption, each own a piece of me. less

Confessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #13) A glimpse of the monster within. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend... moreConfessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #13) A glimpse of the monster within. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend. But I want much more… After years of being neatly boxed in the friend category, she offers me surrender. Or the semblance of it…. Confessions of a Daughter/Whore (London Brown #14) This body belongs to me and I'm going to use it. I’m Desniah Williams. Is that what you think? I'm convinced we're London Brown and these are still my confessions. And I will plunge you into… Confessions of a Politician (London Brown #15) The sweet yet painful taste of her. I'm Caden Jacob Carrington (V) the Fifth. The truth is most men's salvation, but not for men like me. Politics is my chosen affliction. I lie for a living, or massage the truth to suit me. The one constant about truth is that it's identical to the theory of relativity: neither uniform nor absolute in the minds of men. So why is it so important for me to uncover the truth about Desniah Williams, a.k.a. London Brown, when neither will willingly provide facts… less

Confessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #16) The emotionally deafening pain of betrayal. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend... moreConfessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #16) The emotionally deafening pain of betrayal. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend. But I want much more… After years of being neatly boxed in the friend category, she offers me surrender. Or the semblance of it…. Confessions of a Daughter (London Brown #17) Setting a course that is right for me. My answer is… I’m Desniah Williams, the daughter of an influential member of the British Parliament. The devil incarnate got his hooks in me. For the attention and praise he lavished on me, I gave him every last shred of my soul. I was a cheap whore. London commands her weight in gold. Two men one a politician on the verge of greatness and the other a philanthropist on the cusp of corruption, each own a piece of me. Confessions of a Philanthropist (London Brown #18) And then there was darkness. I’m Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist on the verge of exile from a suffocating state of corruption. My lack of conformity to perceived norms has earned me a reputation of being difficult. I rather like it that way. Beguiled by a woman who uses the oldest profession to torture herself and punish those that love her, I’m ever her dutiful friend. But I want much more… After years of being neatly boxed in the friend category, she offers me surrender. Or the semblance of it…. less

BLURB A labyrinth littered with luxury, lies, lust, lewdness, and loathing awaits… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows... moreBLURB A labyrinth littered with luxury, lies, lust, lewdness, and loathing awaits… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows. Caden Jacob Carrington V, a politician will do anything to reclaim the woman he lost, including dredging up pains of the past. Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist will fight to win the woman he loves while baring the darkness of his soul. EXCERPT "Do you have any idea of how terrifying that sounds?" "Yes." I pressed my forehead to hers. "However I will always protect what is mine." "That's not how most people conduct relationships." "We aren't most people." I hovered my lips just above hers. The warmth from her sparked against me. "You need to pay. And I need for you to need it. You need me to make you pay. And I need you to need me to make you pay." Eyes filled with tears, she stared up at me. "I refuse to live a lie. Not with you. This, you and I, allows us both to exist in light, not darkness. You want me to taint what we will be with falsehood and deception as though you are doing this for me." Even just the thought of me forcing her to endure ailed me physically. Cheapening how deeply I loved her. "Don't try to pretend this isn't exactly what we both require. Make what we share a game, one where we make-believe, it's for me alone. You need this as badly as I do. Don't treat what we share like something we should be ashamed of." I ran my thumb along her bottom lip. "I will provide for you in every way, but you, in turn, must accept that those darker aspects we will share are what you thrive from." She opened her mouth. Whether she knew or not, her body gave all the responses she feared to. The access, she was afraid to. Every part of her was mine. Even before she was able to admit it. "I shouldn't want to do it." less

A labyrinth littered with luxury, lies, lust, lewdness, and loathing awaits… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows... moreA labyrinth littered with luxury, lies, lust, lewdness, and loathing awaits… In the opulent setting of London's aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets. One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows. Caden Jacob Carrington V, a politician will do anything to reclaim the woman he lost, including dredging up pains of the past. Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist will fight to win the woman he loves while baring the darkness of his soul. less